So I've started a new set of posts about something which is very difficult for me to write about. I think it's important for me to write about, for me, and for others in the same situation as me. But oh my gosh hitting the publish button is going to be terrifying. These posts will probably go up later today. Unless I get the fear. I know I need to publish them, but. well, you'll see, and the you'll probably understand. If you don't understand you have no empathy and I'm not interested in talking to you.