Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Pregnancy after stillbirth: 21 weeks 4 days

I want wine. I want a rich, deep, dark red, with layers of flavours and scents that I can sip slowly of an evening. Ideally by a roaring fire. I'd drink the whole bottle. I want wine.

I also want to stop being so damn hungry.  Today's indigestion has been especially unwelcome.  Hungry and unable to fit the food in because my innards are getting squashed.

I find it strange, now, when pregnant people talk about being excited to have a baby. Like they don't have one now.

I feel comfortable being pregnant again. I feel like my body and my bump and my ungainliness is right. I feel like I belong with other pregnant women. It's right for me to be this way.

1 comment:

Debs x said...